Hope and Fear

The other night I was think­ing about fear (in case you’re won­der­ing, I do that instead of sleep­ing). See, I have these Socratic debates in my head, wherein I deter­mine which side of the debate sounds — on the whole — less mind-fuckingly insane to me, and then I refine it, and blend in the less crazy parts of …

Finding Spivak

I recently IM’d some­one who sounded inter­est­ing on an unnamed quiz/dating site, and was pleas­antly sur­prised to find some­one who made me feel dumb. Not that feel­ing dumb is good, just that it’s eas­ier to see the next plateau when there’s some­one there wav­ing at you. Unfortunately, reach­ing that plateau involves track­ing down a par­tic­u­lar essay …